MY BEST FRIEND BIRTHDAY!!!

his name is Maharaj.He got a lot of nickname,,,me ussualy call him 'hitam'...well i tin most ppl call him dat...but he dont mind.his a real nice guy which got lot of 'kesabaran' and he also a mr.nice guy....u may tin i m bad for calling him 'hitam' but recently he came out a nickname dat took me a few weeks too figure it out and that is 'SB'...try to guess wat issit ????no answer??well IT IS 'short basterd'.my feeling was like...ohh... wen figured out...d feeling was undiscriptable(forgive me if i spell wrong).During his birthday for dis year..we celebrated it happily wit him.during morning,,we got ec 3 on 3 basketball tournament..every1 was expecting us to get 1st but well..we got 2nd!!!every1 was shock n us too!!but well it makes me happy in some way..dis proven dat ec is not a 1 man or 2 man show anymore...we can depend on any1 to win d game..Guess whats our team name???DARKNESS AMONG THE LIGHT!!the member are(zhi yong,me,jj n maha)n u get d meaning of our club name tru our member name right??even u r retarded or wat u get wat our team name suppose to mean..HAHA..after d comp..we wen to celebarate it hapily wit some of d club members at pelangi....well we plan to buy him a cake..and we plan to giv it in a surprising way!!!But d unexpected tin happenned!!!hu will noe dat pelangi doest not hav a cake shop!!!!i was like 'holy shit'.Then,me n mahalim walk to d closest lavender.took us half an hour to go n bak from there.all d others will trying to buy us some times..then wen we reach,,zhi yong took maha too somewer else so we can light up d candles..wen dat guy walk inside d mcdonalds he was like 'OMG'...!!!den we sang birthday song to him..every1 was looking at us at there..it was quite emberrasing but it was worthy for dis very best fren!!!

after dat we plan to go to watch movie..but guess wat...dey try 2 attempt to but d ticket but it was a failured...dey plan to watch somekind of kungfu movie but we are underage...so we dint get to watch it....so guess wat dey blamming on???dey blamming on my face cox i look like a kid..haih..wat can i do...(i m baby face)hahaz...so we end up at d bowling place..maha sponsor evetin on dat day...we play quite happily at there..every1 got their own 'throwing skill'...emberasment..hahaz

Dis is how i celebrate my best fren birthday wit him...i hope dat he is hapi on dat day...ALL of us do!!!

god plz tell her wat inside m mind!!!

deep inside my heart i always felt miserable,guilt and regret!!i m in love wit u wen i was a freshman in secondary skul.dat time my feeling towards u is not so realistic but now its getting stronger as day passes.I noe u misunderstood me a lot wen i 1st met u,,u tin i m a hooligan?i cant denied dat but there is a lot of misunderstanding i can explain to u but i choose not too..cos of my sturborness n lazyness..!because of dat i going to loss u forever.watching u slowly taken by some1 else n cant do a single tin..but there is 1 old saying"loving some1 does not mean u hav to be togeder wit him/her instead u always hope dat she/he be happy always no matter wit hu''so i sincerely hope dat both of u tressure each other(its hurt wen writing dis but as long u r hapi,i m ok wit it) lastly..if u r reading dis..i jus wanna let u noe dat i always be by ur side wen u in miserable or sad..ALWAYS!!,,i wan to let u noe dat d tot of u tinking i m a hooligan i tin its truth..i like u but i goes for other girls instead...but there is always a reason behind everytin.wen i c u i feel uneasy n shy(eventhough most ppl said shy dis word does't exist in Jordon lim but YES wen it comes to u)sometimes i feel lonely n too shy to look for u..den u noe u get some kind of thought(hope u inderstand)LASTLY..i wan to let u noe dat evitin dat i wrote SINCERELY cames out deep inside my heart..i also wish to apology to u wheather u accerp it or not!I M SORRY

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